I wish , oh i wish, self-esteem is my best friend. I wish had not known fear. I wish to be full confidence, to be daring and brave. Never forgetting, to be talented in music.

Honestly, i dont hate music but to achieve something in music is something beyond my capabilities. What im talking about is passing my exams. I can never be a legend and create master pieces for coming generations to play.Sadly, im afraid my creativity is limited.

I love studying. However, it aint my strongest point either. LIke any other normal students, i have flunked my exams before. I have never been able to achieve awesome results either.

Now, whats my strongest point .See what i mean? I dont have one.

Personality.. aint that awesome. Im the type that is constantly replaced. Artistic capabilities..( sigh ) I honestly wished i was good in this but sadly im not. Academic. It shouldnt be that hard right? since i enjoy learning..but then again, look at my results. Sense of fashion.. what can you expect when i ALREADY suck at art. and, living life? I doubt i manage to do any better than screwing it up all the time. I wished i had an eraser that is capable of erasing my mistakes. I want to turn back time and never say things i dont mean and not sure of because right now, I want nothing else but him.Sadly, he’s ice and im fire. His heart is too cold and i cant melt it. I cant make us into water. I miss him.

I really wished i wasnt daddy’s fastest sperm. Call me drama. Call me bitchy. Call me names and I’ll take your word. Its the same as being called ugly. Once being called so, forever imprinted in my mind. This is me..